how to stop my heart....?

Stopped FB from so many days.. didnt hear her voice for so long.. didnt msg her... everytime i switch on wifi on my mobile, her pic gets synchronized form FB and everytime i look at her.. i get mesmerized.. i fall in more love with her again.. i miss her more n more... i dont have anything in life when i dont have you in my life.. how do i stop my heart from thinking about u.. from loving you..

I miss u so very much.. Why did you go away.. My love for you was never impure.. What wrong did I do that God punished me with all this...

Feel like I am all alone with my heart beating no more..

Just wana see you all my life.. see you keep smiling.. bringing up the most happiest moments in your life..

I know these wishes can no longer be fulfilled. .... I know my heart can't beat again....

I Love You.. n Will always Love you.. ForEver..

Its a never changing never ending love.. Just pray I can survive to keep up my promise.. As for now i just struggling for survival..

Love you .......

Your n only your's

Genie

Its 4:43 AM in the Morning. Listening to the song, "teri galiyon mein na rakhenge kadam..aaj ke baad.." Don't know what happend. Tear rolled down my eyes. I missed you like never before. Feel like I have become so cold from inside. I spoke to you last on 2nd November, 2011 and its been so long... I am not able to hold myself today..

Signing off now..

Will c u soon.. coz.. i cant live with out you..